Claim your most liberated year yet…

A 12-month Program for Women in Reclamation

There was a time when women gathered around the fire — not for ceremony or self-improvement, but for survival itself.

They came to share warmth, to witness each other's stories, to speak truth under the endless sky. They came to be seen in their wildness and their wisdom. The sacred fire was where pretenses burned away, and healing didn't happen to them — it happened between them, in the sacred space between flame and stars.

Somewhere along the way, we lost that.

We traded the pilgrimage for shortcuts, isolation, and quick fixes — and with it, we lost the profound medicine of walking together through the unknown.

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WHAT IF this year-long ritual... is the alchemy that finally moves you out of the 'fixing' and into the 'living'—once and for all?

The Holy Craving Circle is a return to that sacred pilgrimage.

This year-long program is for women who are ready to deepen their reclamation, live their practice, and traverse the sacred wilderness alongside others walking the same path.

Here, we remember that transformation doesn't happen in comfort. It is forged in the shadows, extracted by fire, and sustained by the love and connection of sisterhood.

The Invitation

The Holy Craving is NOT about getting rid of the craving…it’s about listening to it.

It’s about seeing, hearing, and meeting the desire UNDER the desire.

This 12-month online journey will help women understand the roots of craving, addiction, and over‑giving. We cannot heal what we do not understand. Using a method designed by women, for women, you’ll move through six practical pillars to uncover what you’re truly hungry for, find steadiness in your body, and reconnect with your own wisdom. Expect clarity, relief, and a new kind of freedom — one built on self‑trust instead of control.

For too long, healing has been written in the language of control. You don’t need to “fix” yourself; you need to remember your rhythm. For twelve months, we move as one. We trade the isolation of the modern world for the "medicine of walking together." This program is built on six pillars of support to ensure your growth is not just realized, but integrated into your very bones.

WOMEN CRAVE DIFFERENTLY. IT’S TIME WE HEAL DIFFERENTLY.

The Holy Craving: The Circle

12 months · 4 women · A revolution in recovery

Why Twelve Months?

Because transformation that lasts cannot be rushed. It must be extracted by fire and sustained by love. Over a full solar cycle, you will move through every season of your own soul. You will have the time to fall, the space to be caught, and the grace to rise again—not as a "better" version of yourself, but as the woman you were always meant to be.

"Healing doesn't happen to us—it happens between us, in the sacred space between flame and stars."

Together we’ll explore six simple but powerful pillars:

  • The Energy Audit — notice where your energy leaks out and how to hold it steady.

  • The Sacred Pause — find the space between the urge and the action.

  • The Altar of the Ordinary — bring presence to the smallest, most overlooked moments.

  • The Micro‑Yes — rebuild trust with yourself through small, doable promises.

  • The Holy Pretend — step into the version of you that already feels free.

  • The Real Hunger — discover what you’re truly needing beneath the craving.

This is for women who are tired of numbing, striving, or trying to “be good.”
It’s for the ones who want to feel grounded, at peace, and in charge of their own lives again.

What They’re Saying…

While The Circle may be “new,” Mandy has been facilitating this work for over two decades through her programs, trainings and now- through her Holy Craving Substack writings.

  1. The Weekly Gathering: The Heartbeat Every week, we gather in our virtual Sacred Circle. This isn't a lecture; it is a return to the fire. It is a space to witness and be witnessed, to speak your truth under the "endless sky" of our collective container, and to find the warmth of sisterhood that was lost along the way.

  2. Bi-Weekly Coaching: The Inner Circle Every two weeks, Mandy guides the Circle through a specific Pillar of Reclamation. This is where we get practical and deep. Through "Hot Seat" coaching, the collective wisdom of the group is applied to individual lives. You will see yourself reflected in every woman’s story, finding that her breakthrough is also yours.

  3. The Daily Pulse: Accountability & Ease Reclamation happens in the quiet moments between the big shifts. Weekly Soul-Drops: Receive direct messages to your phone from Mandy. These are your anchors—brief, powerful pulses of encouragement and accountability to keep you grounded in your practice. Access to "The Practice": Your membership includes full access to our digital library of meditation and breathwork. This is your toolkit for integration, allowing you to regulate your nervous system and nourish your spirit whenever the wilderness feels too wide.

  4. The Horizon: Monthly Masterclass with A Council Guide Reclamation is a multi-faceted homecoming. To support the various layers of your shedding and becoming, we bring in the "village elders." Each month, a new Holy Craving Partner enters The Circle to offer specialized medicine: Gemma Stone, Jillian Schecher, Brooke Taylor, Mandy Trapp

The Journey:

The Circle: Pricing

  • 52 Weekly Circle Gatherings: $2,600 

  • 24 Group Coaching/Hot Seat Sessions: $4,800 

  • 12 Guest Expert Workshops: $3,000

  • The Practice Membership (Annual): $600

  • Weekly SMS Support/Accountability: $1,200

Real-World Value: $12,200

Pay in full and monthly payments available.

The hardest part of a secret dependency isn't the habit itself—it's the "polite distance" it creates between you and the people you love. Enter a world where you are fully present, not because you’re "disciplined," but because you are finally nourished from the inside out.

The Holy Craving : The Circle

The Holy Craving : The Circle

Meet Your Guides

Monet Goode

With a vision for building something meaningful, our founder brings a blend of big-picture thinking and hands-on experience. They set the tone for everything we do.

Mandy Trapp: Founder of The Holy Craving™

Emmett Marsh

Gemma is a psychology expert and facilitator of transformation. For more than 20 years, she’s been obsessed with the messy, magical intersection of science and soul.

She's not into surface-level fixes (band-aids bore her). Instead, she’s here for the deep, lasting transformation that happens when we align our inner world with the outer world we desire.

Her work has taken her from university professor to psychology clinic owner, to facilitating retreats internationally. She has spoken on stages to thousands and sat cross-legged in living rooms with her private clients.

The heartbeat of the work she's here to do is: liberation and love.

She’s helped people unhook from trauma loops, rewire limiting beliefs, evolve their identity and reclaim their power.

Gemma believes in mixing grit with grace, and strategy with soul. She’s as comfortable unpacking neuroscience as she is crafting poetic prose.

Her clients are ambitious, creative, often wildly successful - and sometimes secretly falling apart. Her gift is helping them evolve into humans who feel at home in their own skin, proud of their impact, and free enough to savor the lives they’ve worked so hard to build.

When she’s not coaching, writing, or speaking, you’ll likely find her planning a transformational travel experience or adventuring in the wild with her family.

Gemma Stone

Jillian Schecher

Creative and strategic in equal measure, our marketing director brings fresh ideas to every campaign. They turn insights into action and help our message resonate with the right audience.

Frequently Asked Questions

  • Day 1: April 30, 2026

    9:30am- Opening Session w/Mandy

    10:00am-Session 1: The Energy Audit w/ Jillian Schecher

    11:00am-Session 2: The Sacred Pause w/ Mandy Trapp

    Day 2: May 1, 2026

    10:00am-Session 3: The Altar of the Ordinary w/Gemma Stone

    11:00am-Session 4: The Micro-Yes w/ Mandy Trapp

    Day 3: May 2, 2026

    10:00am-Session 5: The Holy Pretend w/Brooke Taylor and Mandy Trapp

    11:00am-Session 6: The Rel Hunger w/ Mandy Trapp

    The Encore: May 3, 2026

    10:00am- The Holy Hunger w/Mandy Trapp

  • We begin April 30 – May 2, 2026.
    But if you find us midway through — come anyway.
    Spirit runs on divine timing, not deadlines ;)

    You can join right up until the encore session and will then have 30 days to watch all recordings. After that, access goes away and the program can be re-purchased with lifetime access for $444.00

  • Yes, and that’s the point. We love our guys AND, all of the major recovery programs have been built off of a masculine model. Women’s needs, desires, and spirits are different and this is an experiment to see what is truly possible when we speak directly to those cravings and heal them through the feminine lens.

  • This is a living, breathing experiment — not a static program — which means it’s meant to be experienced while it’s alive.
    To keep the energy fresh and the momentum strong, you’ll have access to all session recordings for 30 days after we finish.

    We encourage you to join the live sessions when you can or watch the recordings while the collective energy is still moving through the group — that’s when the deepest breakthroughs tend to happen.

    This isn’t about leaving you behind; it’s about making sure you’re supported in real time, surrounded by women doing this work right alongside you. 💛

Meet Mandy

Author. Speaker. Thought leader. Founder of The Practice™ — and the woman who's been exactly where you are, found her way through, and has spent her life building the map back to Self.

Before Mandy became one of the world's leading voices in meditation, mindfulness, and spiritual resilience, she was deep in the world of high-performance athletics — coaching top performers to strengthen their bodies and minds. But somewhere along the way, she noticed something. The people who came to her the most weren't just chasing performance.

They were chasing peace.

That one realization changed everything.

Mandy went on to certify over 3,000 meditation and mindfulness teachers worldwide, open Canada's first mainstream meditation centre, launch a non-profit in India and Nepal serving victims of human trafficking, and create The Practice™ — a method and membership that has helped thousands of people move through stress, reclaim their power, and actually show up for their lives.

She's the founder of the Lifestyle Meditation Academy, the owner of El Refugio — a coveted wellness retreat destination in the Okanagan, B.C. — and a trusted guide to people across the globe who are done fighting and forcing their way through life and ready for something real.

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The Holy Craving Experiment is the next evolution of everything Mandy has lived, learned, and taught.

It's not theory. It's not a 12-step program. It's not another thing to add to your already-full plate. Mandy's not here to lecture you. She's the wise, warm, been-there-done-that big sister who will sit across from you, look you in the eye, and say:

"I know what this feels like. And I know the way out."

Every tool, every insight, every hard-won lesson — she's here to hand it straight to you.

So you can feel steady in the chaos. Alive in your calling. Free from the cravings that have had the wheel for far too long.

Welcome to The Holy Craving Experiment.

You're exactly where you're supposed to be.

Your experiment starts NOW!